Okay fine. Hey mom. ;).
I know I have not updated this here blog in so long. And, let me just tell you. I hate that opening. I do not want to hear anyone's sorry excuses for allowing their blog to become all stale and void. Just update it, then! No one cares. I will just read someone else's blog if you aren't pumping out any useful information! I don't depend on you for my blog-reading fix. Don't give me your excuses.
Okay. Rant to self over.
Let's just start over.
So, I have been
You would think that since I have been doing it so much and for so long, it should be really super easy. And in a sense, you would be right. Unfortunately, because I must really be a psycho - every time it gets too easy (i.e. boring) I change it up. To make it harder. It causes extreme anxiety. But I LOVE it. Seriously. I feel like (for the first time EVER) I am doing exactly what I am meant to do (job-wise - obviously being a mommy is the center of my being) .
And my vlogs are getting WAY better (in my humble, humble opinion). I kinda want to take down my first vlogs. They are down right embarrassing. But then that would ruin my 365...
I remember I used to refuse to edit them. Really, because I didn't know HOW to edit them. But now, it would have to be an extreme emergency not to edit a video. I spend at least an hour or two editing them every night.
I used to just sit in front of the camera and rattle off my confessions. Now, I can't stand to see myself in front of the camera for more than half of the video.
My thing now is: day in the life videos. I have been doing them everyday for the past few days. To me, they are SO much more interesting. I am a pretty nosey person - so to see the ins and outs of someone's day is right up my alley!
Here, watch one:
The only problem is, although I treat my videos like a job, I don't actually get PAID. Well, hopefully, some day I will...
Anyway, I just wanted to update this here thing - so that I won't feel like SUCH a loser. And maybe I will try and write a blog post everyday for the month of October.